urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal yum! Megan Mae 2005-10-13T18:42:10Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:331204 2005-10-13T18:42:10Z 2005-10-13T18:42:10Z i'm so weak right now, i dont know why i'm so sick<br />i constantly feel like i have to puke<br />i called into work sick:(<br />i felt like an asshole for doing that<br />gah<br />TheOC is ontonight, that should be sweet<br />last night was so good, i hope everytime is like that<br />i am really happy with that whole situation in the first place<br />i'm going to lay in bed. yayyy urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:326695 2005-10-01T06:44:31Z 2005-10-01T06:44:31Z beckkkkk-nicotine and gravy becks voice makes me melt<br />enough said<br />he's the only man i need, and thats for sure urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:318774 2005-09-01T02:17:05Z 2005-09-01T02:17:05Z i hate and despise every song that is played on the radio off of GREENDAYS new cd, american idiot. every song in my opinion is horrible.<br />definatly my most hated band right now<br /><br />i also hate when people write like this in myspace.<br /><br />hey renee...how are u...i still <b>remembah/b&gt; u...u went 2 <b>skewl wit meeh...i waz in ur</b> 1st period class down in PACIFIC MIDDLE <b>SKEWL</b>...we had PE 2 <b>getha</b>...we would <b>alwaiz say hi 2 each otha...but dat all ended when u had 2 go 2 mt.rainier high skewl</b>...well hey i hope 2 see u soon...bye<br /><br /><br />are you kidding me???? ugh.</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:318595 2005-08-31T17:41:22Z 2005-08-31T17:41:22Z i dont like falling asleep early, and hten sleeping in late.<br />it feels like a waste of time<br /><br />since today is one of my two days off this week, i'm spending the majority of my day with some quiet...me time i guess<br /><br />i'm going to clean my room, go tanning, shower, cook, listen to music. relax. <br /><br />shit i'm excited urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:318241 2005-08-30T06:31:37Z 2005-08-30T06:31:37Z you know your boy loves you when he'll come over at 10:45 at night because you have found a mouse in your room, and you need him to capture it for you<br /><br />i hate miceeeee<br /><br />but i love you, thank you again urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:317612 2005-08-27T05:42:33Z 2005-08-27T06:34:53Z shit on the god damn pictures. welllllllllllll yeah........... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:317214 2005-08-26T17:24:39Z 2005-08-26T17:38:25Z hot hot heat///::ladies and gentleman shiiiiiiiiit my birthday was amazing<br />first camping was really fun, though we got attacked my a million spiders<br />blakes mom made us Figolie sp?(from olive garden), and i got a cute card with a picture from rennisance fair in it, we look soo cute<br />then my sweet sweet boyfriend took my to see the 40 year old virgin<br />we got the BEST bacon burgers from mitzels<br />went to castles<br />headed to the casino!!! we basically won like 10 bucks<br />i love the casino x's4314314141<br />then i slept at blakes house last night<br />i &hearts blake so much, no one will ever knowwwwwww<br /><br />i'm scared about getting fired:/<br />oh the fuck well....i'm going to the casino again today, i'm gonna feast on that free buffet<br /><br /><br />being 18 is so far really sweet urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:317025 2005-08-23T00:41:06Z 2005-08-23T00:41:06Z found my john fruciante cd, i forgot how good it was<br />sitting around waiting to go do girl errands and moped/scooter around town again<br />and bring katie her kitten:)<br />blake brought me BK breakfast, he's been sooo good to me lately, i feel spoiled<br />camping tomorowwwwwwww, im hella excited<br />CHIEKO&lt; we all want you to go, call us back or soemthign!&gt;/!/!/1&gt;:0<br />i'm afraid i may be fired from work, for calling in today<br />oh well, not the end of the world urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:316451 2005-08-21T00:17:05Z 2005-08-21T00:25:26Z Renaissance, fair was really cool, me,blake, his sister and a few of his sisters friends went this morning<br />pretty much a midevil fair, lots of people were dressed up, including blake. i thought he looked really hot, not even kidding<br /><br />he bought me this really cute/pretty ring, but i dont get it until my birthday:(<br /><br />Bacon Burgers from Mitzels are the most delicious things i've ever devoured<br /><br />though, my favorite part of the day, was when blake was driving me home, i had my face towards the window, getting the cool breeze, and i got to listen to him sing "sultans of swing". it made me soo happy<br />i want to be with him for a long time, i want to eventually marry him. i DO not want him to leave urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:316389 2005-08-19T05:41:14Z 2005-08-19T05:41:14Z man, thank god for my boyfriend<br />sorry for my crazy crazy outbursts from all my stress<br /><br />goddddddddddd i'm so thankful.<br />you mean the world to me, THE WORLD.<br /><br />i love you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:316143 2005-08-19T01:24:20Z 2005-08-19T01:24:20Z my wish of the day would honestly be that i could for even just 30 minutes switch lives with someone, so when i'm really upset or emotional, or think something's a bigger deal than they might think it is, that they can see WHY i think this way and WHY i feel this way<br /><br /><br />i dont see myself lasting long at old navy<br />i cant do it<br /><br /><br /><b>FUCK</b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:315668 2005-08-18T13:04:27Z 2005-08-18T13:04:27Z god damn, i dont know how much more of this {work} i can take.<br />it's cool that it's 8 hours a day, whatever to that, but i mean working 8 hours a day<br />for over a week straight, takes its toll on me<br /><br />i feel like i dont do anything, except work<br />thankfully todays shift is 7am-4pm.<br />and i'll have the night to hangout with my boy<br />the theater was a lot easier than this stuff<br /><br />but old navy is open now, so go shop there. chances are you'll see me running around like a mad woman, but i'll be there<br /><br />last night, it was So god damn crazy, we made 68,000 dollars in 4 hours.<br /><br />7 daysssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss seems sooo far away urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:315420 2005-08-16T05:25:29Z 2005-08-16T05:25:29Z No doubt's song-simple kind of life, couldnt have more perfect lyrics that pertain to something going on in my life than it does<br />the lyrics totally describe how i feel about the situation with blake<br /><br />and not to mention that like three girls are pregnant at my work<br />and like two are getting married within the next month<br />all younger than like 24<br />and it makes me wish so much that i was getting married, that i was pregnant<br /><br />(simple kind of life...)<br /><br /><b>And all I wanted was the simple things<br />A simple kind of life<br />And all I needed was a simple man<br />So I could be a wife</b><br /><br />gwen stefani knows how to put shit down. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:315344 2005-08-15T06:31:49Z 2005-08-15T06:31:49Z life is so hard, sometimes it's easy, but then there's times like tonight, where you feel all of it at one time.<br /><br />the 3 main things<br />-my dad having cancer<br />-blake leaving<br />-figuring out what am i going to do with my life<br /><br />all my motivation and incentive has left me, and i dont think it's coming back for a while urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:314977 2005-08-14T16:30:43Z 2005-08-14T19:39:25Z <p><font size="5">happy birthday chieko</font></p> last night was great, but i really fucked up one of my big toes, and it hurts really bad and i have to go to work and be a black man slave today, for 9 hours,&nbsp;with a hurting toe:( noooo fucking christ EDIT:toe's feeling better, got out of work which is cool, i feel like shit still though urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:314820 2005-08-13T19:16:54Z 2005-08-13T19:16:54Z uh oh, hair experiment is taking place right now<br />dark brown beneath my blonde?<br />i hope this turns out well, if not..then fuck i dont know<br />i'm just bored with my hair, and it needs to get long NOW urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:314474 2005-08-13T06:54:03Z 2005-08-13T06:54:40Z i really do not know what i am going to do in five months and 12 days, when blake leaves me and goes to bootcamp. i love him so much, and i cant imagine being without him<br />it would seem we would be sooo wrong for eachother, nothing in common but honestly we're so right together. i dont even know how, but we are. he puts up with my emotional girliness, and still gives me chances, where if i was a boy, i dont think i would put up with it<br /><br />you were meant for me, and i was meant for you<br /><br />i love underwear shopping, adventures in the woods, being totally tired and lazy. when i'm around him, i feel happy, and i need to tell/show that more<br /><br /> i love love love love love love love love stewary blake veal &hearts; urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:313934 2005-08-11T05:49:58Z 2005-08-11T05:49:58Z world leader PRETEND-Tit for Tat hi, my name is Megan Mae Harsila, and i love to over react.<br /><br />that is all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:313505 2005-08-09T08:22:28Z 2005-08-09T08:22:28Z the chili peppers right now, i really want a piece of sharis apple pie<br />fuck for living in suquamish, no where near a god damn sharis urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:313338 2005-08-07T23:24:38Z 2005-08-07T23:24:38Z elliotsmith wearing moccasins is always a good idea<br />getting up at 6am is not<br /><br />i'm having baaaaaaaaad blake withdrawls. sleeping with the sweatshirt he gave to me that smells like him is not good enough<br />:(<br /><br />for some reason i'm becoming obsessed with shoes/sandals. i've purchased like 5 sandals/moccasins/shoes just this week. i have soooo many <br />ilovethem.<br />today's lame. i miss my boy more than anything urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:312876 2005-08-07T07:41:26Z 2005-08-07T07:41:26Z elliot smith All i wanna know, is happiness, for you and me<br /><br />catching up with old friends is nice<br />i'm sad for shayna and trey though<br />i wonder what they'll do, stay together or not that is<br /><br />i want to have blake stay the night with me at my house again<br />that must happen soon<br /><br />oh 6am, don't rush yourself,i dont want to see you urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:312630 2005-08-06T10:13:15Z 2005-08-06T10:13:15Z i hate the police, tonight was the second night in a row, that i have been scared as fuck because i'll be on hte suquamish highway on my way home and a police car will turn on his lights behind me<br />so i think i'm getting pulled over, and then they just speed past me<br />i'm happy to not get pulled over, but it is annoying none the less<br />jerks.<br />nardy time was good, thanks for the food nard<br />too bad we had a ball scratcher waitor, but then there was jason<br />and he had eye sex with you, lucky<br />got to see my boo tonight, for the first time in what seems forever<br />it was a treat urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:312522 2005-08-05T20:15:13Z 2005-08-05T20:15:13Z one day, i'm going to make a <b>wonderful</b> housewife urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:312301 2005-08-05T10:08:35Z 2005-08-05T10:08:35Z today love smiled on me<br /><br />after a shitty day, a lovely night came along<br />met with chieko, visited joel:)<br />got in weird car situations<br />stalked by some black and mexican dudes in a black truck, it was scary<br />pie, MOttzzz<br />just like the old times, and i liked it<br /><br />i'm going to sleep foreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:megalbegal:312010 2005-08-05T03:22:07Z 2005-08-05T03:37:23Z why do i feel so strange?<br />why do i feel so upset?<br />why do i feel so distant?<br />why am i mad?<br />why do i want to just sit and cry?<br /><br />why why why<br /><br />today sucked. i hate the heat, and i hate stupid nights at home alone<br /><br />i wanted to go to the bowling alley tonight, i have some sweet free stuff coupons<br />but i feel like...ignored and maybe unwanted<br /><br />wow. being a girl is really lame sometimes<br /><br />edit:okay night was just made becuase of Matt from Worldleaders pretend(the one i couldnt remember the name and we got a picture with his bandmate last night)called me back after we called the number on the card they gave out<br /><br />anyways long story short, me and katie are totally diggin on this band, and matt seemed really cool and katie is going to marry alex<br />the end.